Weeeell, whilst I’ve been away from here for a while, I’ve been super busy with my health, recovery aaaaand….wait for it…. working on a NEW ALBUM and one that I am completely PROUD OF!!! With that said, I have recently released 2 new singles since Saturday 20th April called “Cathartic” and the other “Father of Lights” featuring my friend and producer Pete Barnardo (you can follow him on Insta or find his page with the same name and like it). You can find these songs on all digital outlets as well as YouTube under ‘KuriA’ or ‘Kadeciablessed’.
It has been one heck of a journey and there was a time I never thought I’d be able to really get back on my music properly even though I was still writing songs/music and other material. It has been an experience to have to relive some of my pain and joys and frustrations, as well as a steep learning curve for me. I learned more than anything about working with a team and also making creative decisions sometimes that others didn’t always agree with. I had to learn to trust my instincts and trust God as well as my close friend and family’s support throughout the making process.
I learned about the struggle of sometimes doing things too quickly or too slow and the effect it had on time and planning with regards to release dates. I learned more about who was really for me and who wasn’t also, I also learned more about the importance of when to speak and when to be silent. A lesson that I am still learning I might add.
Through it all, I am very excited about this new venture and this new stage of my journey with music as now I have an even deeper back story that for me makes my music that much more worthwhile.
So, with that being said, I am pleased and excited to announce that my album “INTO ME SEE”by KuriA, will be released on the:
20th May 2019!
Signed CD copies will be available at £15 + Postage and Packaging. There is also a T-Shirt to commemorate the release of this album available also for £10 + postage and packaging! However, as part of my celebration in releasing this album, if you get the CD with the T-shirt at £25 you’ll get POSTAGE AND PACKAGING FREE! Yes! That’s right! FREE! (Comment below for more details and I’ll send you the PayPal link)
The album will also be available on all digital outlets and streaming sites everywhere also. But there’s nothing like having keepsake memorabilia! So, in addition to downloads, getting you a signed copy will be EPIC and worth it! Therefore, in the meantime, please let me know what you are up to and how you like the two songs released so far ahead of the new album. Below, I decided to let you get straight to it with the two youtube audios of the new singles! eeeekkkk!! Yup! I couldn’t wait! It’s worth downloading!
As I sit here, it is 04:30am in the morning and I haven’t slept a wink! My days are increasingly difficult with sleep that my body clock doesn’t seem to fully compute the day from night. Dealing with chronic pain on a daily basis makes … Continue reading Process! Process! Process!
“…We refuse to believe that the bank of justice is bankrupt. We refuse to believe that there are insufficient funds in the great vaults of opportunity of this nation. And so, we’ve come to cash this check, a check that will give us upon demand the riches of freedom and the security of justice…
…But there is something that I must say to my people, who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice: In the process of gaining our rightful place, we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred. We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline. We must not allow our creative protest to degenerate into physical violence. Again and again, we must rise to the majestic heights of meeting physical force with soul force.”
~ Martin Luther King Jr ‘I have a Dream’ speech 28th August 1963.
Sometimes in our pursuit of freedom and justice (whatever form that is, be it racial/social/religious) we often feel blinded by our bitterness of injustice led to commit acts of violence or perpetuate violent voices that promote these feelings; and by so doing, we negate out message and undermine the cause that is meant to unite rather than divide. I know I have done this myself and I acknowledge my flaw within that. However, in the same breath, I have often sought to share both sides of the coin with the view of waking people up from ignorance rather than just promote attack. However, this perspective hasn’t always come across in the things I post.
This morning, I woke up with the song freedom on my heart and somehow these words from MLK came to mind and I realised it served as a great reminder for my people and my enemies and friends that in our pursuit of justice, and freedom, to also pursue Peace and pursue LOVE. 1 Cor 14:1 exhorts us to “Pursue LOVE“. I wonder, in all of our pursuits that if we had this cause as our foundation, whether it would change the format in which we pursue justice and freedom and dance upon injustice? I don’t know, but I’d sure like to find out…
It’s good to reblog from time to time. This time I’m reblogging a poem I wrote a few years ago for Easter. It was a Good Friday because the events that happened that day changed the course of history forever and ricochets of the effects of the events echo endlessly into eternity. So be blessed by this poem. 😘😘
During my teenage years, I went through a lot of pain and challenges that used to really inspire me to write music from that place. I used to draw a lot from that place and paint from that place. It gave me the sense of … Continue reading When dreaming becomes an Epiphany…
It’s about time I blogged again. Pure prose. No pictures. Just talk.
I have been fighting the urge to write for over a year now. It’s been a long time since I’ve been able to properly document my ideas and thoughts. I thought whatever I write it won’t be enough.
There is always a critic waiting to criticise you and your performance without prior knowledge of your growth and process or of the way you think. There will always be the one person who will encourage you too but you freeze under the weight of self-unbelief. There is an inner mockery of voices tormenting your mind and the external pen poisoned messages eat through the pores of an aching soul. There is always the unspoken silent screams and the constructive voices that help you navigate your growth. And, the perpetual sounds of all these voices are directing your growth that the inner voice keeps silent or speaks that you can’t even hear.
Well, today, I am tired. I am tired of these thoughts and voices. I am tired of feeling like I’m not enough even though the truth is I AM. I am ENOUGH. I’m tired of feeling like I have to do something to receive love. Or feeling that I’m only loved because I’m down or because I’ve done something good for someone so now they feel they ought to Love me yet view me as a burden overtime. Or loved out of obligation because “God says we should Love”.
Yet when they love, they withdraw it over time. I hate the withdrawal. Especially of love. Excuses like “I’m busy” or “sorry I just can’t” (Even though I’m most understanding of the circumstances). When the heart of another begins to withdraw and invest elsewhere leaving you wanting, wanting, wanting…
The Longing of Love. The validation of Love. The needing of Love. Now I start to look needy. Not a good look ey? Not enough. “Oh no you’re not a burden!” They say. Hmmm. Well we’ll see. I feel like a burden. I’m having to change my speech. Change me to be received and loved as enough. You withhold the secrets of your heart that you once shared regularly with me. We shift. We change. You withdraw. Withdraw. Withdraw. You lie “I’m just busy!” You wait for me to ask, ask, ask. And in my asking, though I receive, it’s done out of a sense of obligation. I wear your ear out. Yes, I talk too much. That’s me. Yes I chat nonsense. That’s me. I’m border-lining heresy. Yet I walk in the Truth. That’s me. My thoughts have gone crazy wild. That’s me.
That’s Wilderness me. That’s not inner me. I am Love. I am Light. I am Goodness. In the right environment I thrive but this is part of building ‘me’. The wilderness me is my building site me. It’s my quarry. It’s the war. It’s the dessert. If you can’t hack it out til the end, fall by the way side with the doubters and shakers. Leave the wilderness. I am not alone. Never Alone. Abba is with me. Always has been and always will be.
When He sees me, I am enough to him. I’ve always been enough. And from being enough, to making me more enough. Turning my enough to more than enough. Because He loves me as I am and bringing out who I am. I AM ENOUGH. There are others like me. I’m not alone in my wilderness or journey. They too, are enough. Enough. Enough. I accept. Please accept. We are ENOUGH.
Monday evening and I’m feeling exhausted. I’m tempted to reach for the sugar, the crisps, the chips and anything else unhealthy that I can get my hands on. Monday evening and my motivation levels are in my boots and holidaying there it seems. This isn’t just Monday blues, I’ve been feeling like this for a few weeks now. I keep telling myself that it’s not going to last, that it will pass soon and black dog will leave and not come back. But the black dog wants to be taken out for a walk and run around and make me feel even worse. He wants me to play ball with him and throw him a stick, give him some bait to chase after. I’m reluctant to give in to his wants. You see, I’ve spent the last few weeks (and years in all honesty) throwing him that stick and playing…
Recently peeps, life has thrown a lot of poo in my face not literally how ever hilarious that imagery could be! It’s just been hard, I know it’s not just me who feels Le struggle we all have our trials — some more than others. I always aim to come on here trying to write empowering paragraphs and uplifting verses but sometimes it’s not so easy to take that route. We all need to vent in some shape or form or an epidemic of imploding Homo sapiens will incur. This is not a woe is me situation or a pity party it’s just me being open enough with you to share an honest journey through parts…
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